Crown of Faultline Sequence
I.
Do not mistake this heat for idle play;
it gathers where restraint begins to crack.
What spills from me was never meant to stay
a pressed-in storm that will not circle back.
Your voices crowd the air like rusted wire,
each note miswired, each certainty undone;
they mimic truth but fracture under fire,
and call decay the shape of what is one.
I sever here not carelessly, but clean
a cut that holds its edge against return;
no kinship in the static you convene,
no lesson left in what you fail to learn.
So take this distance as a final law:
I close the mouth where once your shadow drew.
II.
I close the mouth where once your shadow drew,
and what anger names, beneath its sharpened tone,
was once a bond I did not guard enough;
I shaped it from the fragments I had known.
You stood within the space I tried to keep
intact, though every edge was already frayed;
and I, mistaking silence for the deep,
confused endurance with a truth well-made.
There is no triumph folded in this break,
only the weight of everything at stake;
if rage was fire, then grief is what remains
a cooling field that still remembers flames.
III.
A cooling field that still remembers flames
now lets the world resume its measured frame;
no need remains to sharpen every name,
nor carry forward what was built in pain.
You recede not erased, but redefined,
a shape once held that time has set aside;
the lines that bound you loosen in my mind
until they lose the texture they once tried.
I do not summon what has run its course,
what breaks reveals a stillness it could not deny;
and in that stillness, sharper than before,
I find no need to name you anymore.
IV.
I find no need to name you anymore,
yet still the mirror answers when I speak,
and bends my certainty into a crack;
what I assign as yours begins to leak.
If you were rupture, I was also seam,
the stitching taught to hold what would not hold;
and every certainty I tried to claim
now folds itself into a different mold.
Who drew the boundary first, and who enforced
the shape that made division feel like truth?
The map I held begins to feel reversed,
its lines not fixed but shifting under proof.
So what I cast away returns once more
not you alone, but what I was before.
Envoi (Return to First Line):
Do not mistake this heat for idle play.
Forever Will I watch my own Back because antagonist like you painted targets on peoples backs vendictively compromising a live not of your own without care will always be leaking in the Shadows